Five weeks. It's amazing that she's five weeks pregnant. I keep thinking how soon its going to be that the baby will be here, that our baby will be born. I'm worried that I won't be able to be there on the delivery date. I don't want to miss that, and right now doing everything I can to get more money saved up. Finishing up my degree before I head down after the spring semester and then, I'll be there with her.

I still wonder what the little one will be like, how will she go through life? I know I'm jumping ahead of things but I can't help that. Miisu and I are hoping for a little girl. I'm hoping she takes after her mom, though gets my height. That we've agreed on. Her eyes are better, her mind is quicker, and I'd make one ugly girl. Heh.

So here we are, five weeks in. I wish I could do more for her, but things are going pretty good I'd say. Just wish that she would be able to feel better instead of being so sick. Maybe that'll pass? I hope so.